I appeal to those of you who experience a special affinity to me

Jesus, March 21, 2005
I AM Jesus. I have come through this messenger of God.
About 2000 years have come since my last incarnation on the earth. I am happy to use an opportunity to give you a short Teaching through this messenger.
You know that at the time of my incarnation I worked wonders and many people came to see them. Much fewer people came to listen to my Teachings. And only 12 closest disciples were able to perceive that secret knowledge which I imparted.
This knowledge differed greatly from the religious beliefs of that time.
But I kept teaching, because I was to sow the seeds of the Truth in the hearts of at least a few of my followers.
What happened then? Those people, who had fully adopted my Doctrine, were prosecuted and executed.
There other people emerged, opportunists, who managed to adapt my Doctrine to their mercenary interests and utilize this Doctrine for their own well-being, not taking care of the fact that they were misrepresenting the Divine Truth.
There is a great precipice between the Doctrine, which I have brought into this world during my incarnation, and the doctrine, which is being given now in Christian churches. Though, the most advanced souls have understood this difference in the course of 2000 years. They have been guided by such understanding of my Teachings, which emanated from their hearts but not from the dead letters of the twisted writings.
Each of these zealots of Spirit had a certain degree of inner contact with me.
And I have always answered the sincere aspirations of their hearts. I helped them as much as it was possible through the exhortations, which they were receiving in Spirit.
And I continue my inner link with many incarnated individuals now.
I am saying this for those of you, who feel a special affinity to me, maintained from life to life.
You don’t need any external doctrine to feel the sweetness of our communion and my Love. External Doctrines just serve as a powerful spur to direct your consciousness. Regretfully, the existing official church does not give a big incentive to your aspiration to commune with me honestly.
Therefore, I appeal to those of you, who feel a special affinity to me. I want you to know that I am open for contacts with you in your hearts.
I come to everybody inviting me, to everybody, who has prepared his temple for receiving me.
Don’t be frightened or despairing if our communion is not immediate. It is important for me that your vibrations should reach a certain level of purity. Then I will be able to dwell in you and to communicate with you.
Your aspiration to our communion will create a certain aspiration magnet, and I will have an opportunity to descend into your heart for our inner communion.
If you read attentively even that variant of the Gospels, accessible for reading now, you will see that I have never called you to observe the external ceremonials. I have called you to follow the Path in your hearts.
And I have taught you to prepare your temple for the bridegroom’s coming. Your bridegroom is your Christ Self.
When your lower bodies and your soul reach a certain level of purity, you acquire an opportunity to commune with your Christ Self, you higher part. And through your Christ Self you acquire an opportunity to commune with all the Ascended Hosts.
In reality, for the process of our communication you don’t need any outward messenger.
I give you my support, and peace, and consolation. You will find all this inside of your heart.
I will come to everybody who has missed me and is waiting for me. I promise to come to each of you and give you the very things which your hearts have been thirsting after for so long. I will give you knowledge about your Source, about the world you have come from and where you aspire to return. I will help you to recollect your first love and give you knowledge about the Path, which will lead you Home to your Father in Heavens.
Don’t believe those, who say that this kingdom is here or this kingdom is there. Don’t believe those who will talk you into building such a Kingdom in the external world regardless of the name they call it – the kingdom of heaven on earth or communism.
You don’t need to go to the world’s end to India, America or Tibet to seek this kingdom.
The kingdom of heaven is the state of your consciousness. And when you reach a certain level of your consciousness evolution you acquire access to this Kingdom of Heaven.
This is hard to understand for you, so I ask you to trust me.
Take my hand. Hold it firmly, and I will show you the way to this Kingdom, the entrance to which is inside of your heart.
Only first you have to give up freely those qualities which burden your hearts and prevent you from seeing me, even when I come to you and am standing right in front of your eyes.
You will not see me until you free yourselves from the load on your shoulders. This load is nothing else but your attachments to this world surrounding you.
I will give you an exercise. Promise me to practise it every day.
Every day visualize a radiant dazzling Light straight in front of you. Feel a desire to join with this Light and to become one and indivisible with it. But this Light burns you and you can not approach it, because there is something in you that doesn’t let you find the state inherent in your true nature – the state of Light, Fire and Flame.
Think of what prevents you from this? What is not from Light in you? You needn’t try to get rid of all your imperfections immediately. Find only one quality in yourselves, which, to your opinion, most of all prevents you from manifesting your true nature. If you don’t know what this quality is, meditate on me, ask me, and I will tell you what this quality is. It will manifest itself in your life and you will wish to get rid of it.
You must have such a passionate desire to get out of this bad habit or quality that you will be constantly asking me in your prayers to deliver you from it and help you overcome this imperfection of yours.
You can simply ask or you can pray. And the day will come when you will completely get out of this habit or quality. Then start getting rid of the following imperfection.
Give all your imperfections to me. Ask me, and I shall take them.
And there will be nothing in you that will prevent you from seeing me standing in front of you. I will only have to lead you by the hand into the kingdom of heaven, using that secret code, which is hidden in a secret place inside your heart.
We will meet until that moment comes. I will come to you again and again until you are able to hear me and feel my Love.
I AM Jesus, your friend and brother on your Path.
The Image of Beloved Jesus is by the Russian painter Vladimir Suvorov. You can see the other Images of the Ascended Masters and pictures painted by Vladimir Suvorov at the site "Sirius": http://www.sirius-ru.net/liki/index.htmm and at the site “Sirius-2” http://www.sirius2.net/kar/index.htm
© Messenger Tatyana Mikushina
Translator Svetlana Nekrasova
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