Rose Path 

I AM THAT I AM, March 5, 2005

 I AM THAT I AM and I am speaking from within you. Not everybody succeeds in getting experience of communicating with his own highest part. At the same time it is such a natural process which is quite accessible for the majority of human individuals living on the Earth nowadays.

Terrestrial life is very saturated with those forms which, while not being real from the highest reality point of view, still engage humans’ attention too much, distracting them from this reality.

The aim appearing in the foreground in this illusory world now is to have an opportunity to glance behind the veil and to break through the density of the physical world.

Due to the new dispensation we get an opportunity to have a dialogue between the worlds. And this dialogue can be mastered by any striving person, striving sincerely, not falsely.

The greatest difficulty is to overcome your own outward illusory consciousness, these illusory clothes put on you, to throw the physical thoughts and feelings off yourself, to ennoble yourself in your own consciousness up to the height of your own Christ Self, then up to I AM THAT I AM and further into boundlessness.

The most difficult step, which will be the first one, is to make the decision to follow the Path, regardless of anything. Every single day. The illusion of this world will distract you from movement on this Path. In due course, each step may feel very painful, as if you were walking upon crushed glass or along a footpath scattered with roses. You walk barefooted and suffer from pains as the thorns pierce your feet.

This is a painful Path. When a child comes to this world it is a big stress for him. He leaves his mother’s womb for the world unknown to him. These are the stress and the pain of the first breath for him, unknowingness and light.

When you come into contact with the higher plane, it is also a stress for you. You begin to cognize the unknown part of yourself. But it differs greatly from your outward part.

But you keep going regardless of anything, despite the pains and losses you encounter on your Path.

You lose your former friends. Communicating with them seems to be absolutely idle and deprived of any sense.

You lose interest in your former hobbies. Gradually, you start to understand that this world becomes absolutely alien to you. Your vibrations differ from the world surrounding you to such an extent that it is as if you drop out of this world. But your "ego" does not surrender. It tries to draw your attention to some attachments to this world that are known only to you and that you haven’t managed to give up yet.

It is a shame to admit these attachments sometimes. However, this takes place, and it will leave. It is enough simply to show your desire to get rid of imperfection more actively. And you continue your Path.

And the thorns of the roses pierce your feet more and more painfully. At times the pain is unendurable. But there is no opportunity to turn back. It is a painful Path. The person having a strong "ego" is simply not ready for this Path. And he turns off.

He prefers to seek pleasure.

But, the more you resist, the more painful your return to the Path is.

In truth, it is a very difficult Path. A road covered with roses and thorns.

But I do not know another Path. It is the Path of sacrifice, each step of which doesn’t come easily. But there is no other Path.

Thus, the first step is your desire to overcome yourself.

If you have made this decision, there will always be a person close to you who will help you to go further and will grant you necessary knowledge and understanding.

But then you should go independently, without witnesses. There comes such a moment when you stay in private with yourself and with your "ego". Struggle begins. It is a fight to the death. Each part of you, both real and unreal, proves its right to exist to your other part.

And this condition is very far from rest, tranquillity and comfort. For this reason, many people leave the Path, searching for groups, trends and sects which give them seeming pacification, assumed love and ostentatious care.

And many people leave the track strewn with roses and walk on soft carpets.

Tens and hundreds of incarnations pass before they come back to the Path of initiations. God does not hasten them.

There always exists a chance to return to the Path. But sometimes a very significant hint from the highest part of you is required to make you start thinking and return to the Path.

When the moment of the battle with your unreal part comes, it is really similar to a fight. All your bodies are covered with wounds. You wound yourself. Your unreal part does not understand what happens. It can seem to you that you go mad, that you are incurably sick. It is really a dark night for the Spirit. It is a temptation in the desert. And it endures a long time. All depends on the degree of your "ego" resistance.

But when you overcome your "ego" and strike your guard of the threshold - your unreal part - you become a different person. Yes, you continue wearing a human body, you are still remaining on the physical plane, but the major part of you stays in another reality. You become a citizen of two worlds, staying simultaneously above and below.

You become a point at which the worlds meet.

But with this your movement on the Path does not come to an end, it only begins. This is because you become an axis of the world. An axis, a core supporting contacts between the worlds, passes through you, inside of you.

You become a channel through which Light comes into this dark world.

And, certainly, like any axis, you experience the greatest pressure. You have such a feeling that you are the Titan supporting this world on his shoulders.

It is the eternal overcoming of your Self, the constant refusal from the unreal part, new initiations again and again, the constant pressure.

But this is the only way for you to grow. And this is what God wants from you.

There is no other way.

And, if you are ready for this Path of initiations you will understand well enough what this conversation is about. If you are not ready for this Path, everything that you have just read will not make any sense for you.

It only seems that all people are the same. Everyone is on his level of development. Simply now such a moment has come when for plenty of individuals the opportunity to follow this Path and to start movement on it appears much more real than it was literally one year ago. Space and Energies themselves support this movement.

Those of you, who understand what is spoken about here, please, find time. Retire into yourself. Remain in private with yourself. Concentrate on your heart and ask yourself whether you are ready to follow this Path. And, if your heart prompts you that you are ready – do go. But every day when rising in the morning and every evening before going to bed do recall the decision accepted by you. Continue going, not paying attention to the thorns painfully piercing your feet and to anything happening to you in the external world. Do not be afraid of anything. Nothing, no insults, losses, troubles of this world can cause harm to your immortal part.

I AM THAT I AM, and I am always with you on your Path.

The Image is by the Russian painter Vladimir Suvorov. You can see the other Images of the Ascended Masters and pictures painted by Vladimir Suvorov at the site "Sirius": http://www.sirius-ru.net/liki/index.htmm and at the site “Sirius-2” http://www.sirius2.net/kar/index.htm

© Messenger Tatyana Mikushina

Translator Svetlana Nekrasova

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